Cause when you see a wall, I see a door.

You’ll be home. Went to BAT FOR LASHES at WEBSTER HALL yesterday night. Did not take any pictures of her, seemed more honest that way. This is what I wore. later edit : [ Sirens and I : a dream I just had this afternoon ] – Three dolphins, the sun salutation. A Buddhist temple,…

NYC on film

Visited MoMA today. 8/23/2013 17:37 Even art can become crowded sometimes, especially when confused with entertainment. Some people find crying in front of a work of art to be over-dramatic. These are the people who take pictures of themselves in front of famous paintings. Seeing a Picasso ends up having the same value as eating…

Early afternoon on the Upper East Side

I live on the Upper East Side now. Went for a walk in Central Park. Went for a walk on Madison Avenue, then on 5th Avenue, then Central Park. I showered before, put some make-up on, took photos of myself. I almost gracefully and completely plunged into my loneliness. It’s hard to explain why I…

Middlesomething

  Bought a 1.75l Minute Maid Tropical Punch and whole wheat smart bagels, some yogurt, some cottage cheese and  microwave popcorn. Found Middlesex in the dinning room. I borrowed it. Spent all day alone, went to Luster photo & digital on Avenue A. My photos will be ready on Monday. Around 6 I planned going…

Mirror back my heart

 Mirror back my heart. You never know with these things. What makes you sad or what makes you fall for someone. Silently she consumed all the love she had. She barely said a word. She didn’t move her hands. She barely moved her hips. They would meet late at night. She would be nervous and…

Bite chunks out of me

New York is the kind of city that makes you feel lucky just  for being able to walk its streets, even though it is dirty, loud, rude, crowded and expensive. It is no wonder I am falling for New York or that I have been falling for it since the very beginning. Mysterious, indifferent, rough,…

I’ve been out on that open road

        I can be my full-time anything, do not worry. Being single can be challenging sometimes, like those moments late at night when you go home to find an empty bed. In the end, you fall asleep, you start dreaming again and you’re at ease with your single self. My last day…

Plastic ladies

            “We criticize Americans for not being able either to analyse or conceptualize. But this is a wrong-headed critique. It is we who imagine that everything culminates in transcendence, and that nothing exists which has not been conceptualized. Not only do they care little for such a view, but their…

[ Some girls eat while showering ]

* OLD(ER) PICTURES TAKEN BEFORE THE LATE JULY INFAMOUS HAIRCUT, HAVING LITTLE OR NO CONNECTION WITH WHAT WILL FOLLOW * – SOME GIRLS EAT WHILE SHOWERING – I have never tried it, but according to this ALPINE video it looks and sounds very appetizing. Sometimes I  like to indulge into the whole Lolita – cute but…