Fake memories with Atomic TV / De anul 2000 să nu vă fie frică

Colier de plastic, bluză verde cu buricul [ aproape] gol, nelipsiții blugi, cărare [aproape] pe mijloc, ruj [aproape] maro “și eu sincer te doresc”. Aceste imagini sunt un tribut adus copilăriei mele petrecute uitându-mă la clipuri pe Atomic TV, gândindu-mă că vreau să port topuri transparente și strâmte și să îmi pun mult gel în…

Pretty soon I’ll be getting on my first plane

I have loved you all, honestly. When I stopped loving you, we just pretended we didn’t love each other anymore. We both knew I was long gone. My unhappiness lives in New York now. You never whispered to me. About mysteries and lost loves I would never touch. I  never hated you, but I loved. My left hand…

Neon blue swans

I spent Friday night in a Thai place near Penn Station and Madison Square Garden. I guess the restaurant is right beneath a subway station. It smells nice and the food is great, but the floor vibrates whenever a train passes underneath. I waited for him while thinking that the restaurant wasn’t making a big…

Back of a truck

“I woke up as the sun was reddening; and that was the one distinct time in my life, the strangest moment of all, when I didn’t know who I was – I was far away from home, haunted and tired with travel, in a cheap hotel room I’d never seen, hearing the hiss of steam…

Cruel summer/ American Psycho on the Upper East Side

“…there is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply…